I wish that you were here

Here's the thing about you:

You don't appreciate people.
You don't appreciate all your girlfriends thats what you do. You always think that they'll ALWAYS forgive you so you never cease to stop flirting around. When you realize you're losing them/has already lost them, it's already too late.

I don't know. But I hate it when people don't appreciate my presence and only miss me when I'm gone. Just get over this dumb issue already.

It's personal myself and I

Today I'm gonna blog about the shortest horror story: Gaining weight.

HELLO I'VE GAINED WEIGHT AND I WNA PUNCH MYSELF FOR EATING SO MUCH FUCK MY LIFE LA PIKUMAK KAU KNNBCCB ARGH!!!!!!!!

Or maybe it is because I'm having menses now and I'm told before when you're having your period DON'T weight yourself cos you'll somehow be bloated when you're having your menses? *cross finger* PLS BE TRUE

10 facts about me

Haha hi I'm so bored and I can't fall asleep (fuck la its only 11pm btw and it's a fucking Saturday night fuck my life). Shall do the 10 facts about me using my itouch!

#01. I'm a lefty
People who knows me in real life will notice this I guess... Nothing special actually especially after I've joined poly and wtf lefties everywhere~

#02. I'm really mean
I don't think I used to be so mean in the past (or maybe when I'm much younger?) but pain really changed me. I've learnt that by being mean people wouldn't dare to bully me (they don't even dare to try HAHA which is good!) so yup, but I'm only mean if you're being an total asshole or bitch or I just hate you.

#03. I love bananas
I think that's the best fruit ever. It helps in reducing cramps! Tested and proven by me ;)

#04. I'm strong (physically)
I can easily win my bro in arm wrestling. I AM STRONG AND IDK WHY

#05. I can easily see through somebody's lie
I guess it's kinda like a Virgo thing? Idk la but when someone lie to me I can immediately feel it and I feel so invincible haha! So don't ever try lying to me, it doesn't work, really.

#06. I have a happy family
What more can I ask for honestly? A good daddy, mommy, sister and brother. We're going Bangkok this sept yay love them so much :')

#07. I don't act my age
I not officially 18 but I'm turning 18 reeeeal soon. And my friends always say I don't act my age, I have a pretty matured mindset as an 17-going-18 teenage girl ;)

#08. I don't usually fall for someone, but when I do I'm for real.
I'd usually fall for someone and will take a very long time to get over him. For this instance, my iCandy. I sound ridiculous cos I don't even know his name and yet I'm so crazy over him. Worst is he's constantly on my mind ugh.

#09. I like wearing boxers at home.
Like those girly kind of boxers with floral prints or polka dots. I think every girl are like that right....

#10. I'm running out of idea.
I can't think of anymore facts cos my brain refuses to think anymore. It tells me to type that it's tired already.

Goodnight I'll update real soon! :)

I think i wanna marry you

O hai i'm so angry with my laptop now but i'm keeping my cool and am blogging using my home's computer zzzzz....... Beats having no computer to use neeways boohoo.

Pictures shall do the talking here we go *vroom vroom*

Meet-up with buddy and karen on Wednesday  (25 July 2012). Chilled at our fav place tutti frutti @ clementi. All-time fav hang-out place ever since year1 : )

Same pose, same place, same buddy.

xx

 Dinner with my fav girl on friday (27 July 2012) @ town = our fav hang-out + spot hot guys place :p

"Eh point to your head leh"

Step cute

"See what see"

Step cute pig

Eat-iphone-and-act-cute

"eh got mole here"

Buddy boing boing

Step no teeth

HAHAHA i swear i had so much fun with her!!!! Times wasted taking photos are definitely not time wasted ; ) 

Initially wanted to do a 10factsaboutme blog post but since my laptop failed on me i'll do it some other time sigh :( I'll still try to update this space using my itouch okkkk. But life's definitely good for me now! Goodnight, till then xx.

Yes sir yes sir three bag full

I'm so pissed with my laptop now that I'm so near to smashing it cbbbz. Got it fixed 1month ago(?) and it's giving me problem again ugh. I'm gna tell dad and mom that I want a MacBook and whoever wants my vaio can use it idgaf 'bout it anymore.

TBH VAIO U RLY CAN SUCK MY IMAGINARY DICK YOU FUCKING LOUSY LAPTOP KNNBCCBPUKIMAKAUBUTODIULEILOUMOLAFUCK

Trying to call home

I hate it when people text me and suddenly decides to pms or something and reply me those texts that makes me wanna take a chair and throw it in their face.

That's why I'd usually not reply after giving these people 3 chances.

Keep holding on

Today is such a happy day for me! I had nutella w/ bread + subway + froyo + dinner + grapes + chewy junior for today. Feels like a potato.... but I'm such a happy and contented one! : )

Saw this guy on the bus when I'm going home with buddy and K. He keeps looking at me I swear!!! Heh heh I'm actually happy cos I find him hamsup and cute actually :p too bad nothing I hope happened... (like ask for my number or smth HAHA) IM HAPPY ALREADY THO ^^

and one more thing.... is that I realize I've really moved on! I'm so happy and idk if I should be proud or not (cos I took pretty long) Neewayz today is a happy day for me.

IM A HAPPY POTATO YAY

I catch a glimpse of heaven

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. 

So many angsty posts below i need a chill pillllll : ( Hehe hello it's saturday night!!!! Went JB with my parents, got home i went jogging, ate my cheesecake (craving satisfied) while watching incredible tales, and now i'm spending quality time with my lappy! 

Gonna watch RM 103 after this. Life's good now. Happy weekends everyone! xx 

Lost the diamond while busy collecting stones

I hope that one day you'd realize this.

I'm blogging tonights cos i've got so much running through my mind. I know i will/might get judged by the tweets i tweet, so yup......... i'm gonna blog about my thoughts instead : )

#01.

I hold grudges. I forgive but i will never forget how people made me feel. I will still talk to you with a smile on my face. And no, i'm not a two-faced bitch (which i'm pretty sure i'll be called this sometime in my life). IT'S CALL BEING NICE STUPID. I'm not a bitch but i can be one if you forced me up the corner. I don't retaliate but that doesn't mean i weak/scared, it's because i know i have to work with you for <2months and i don't wanna leave this stupid company with bad memories. THATS WHY I FUCKING FORGIVE YOU. Of course this part isn't only meant for that bitch who pushed all the blame to me few days back, but also to everyone else.

#02.
I'm not trying to look-down on people cos of their education level, i'm totally fine with it. It's your life, not mine, why should i care right? But here's the thing. You're an ahlian, don't even have an o level certificate and idk if you even have a PSLE cert bitch. I don't have anything against ahlians but i detest some of them. VERY VERY MUCH. I think they're a total waste of resources to Earth and even the aliens in Mars wouldn't welcome them...... I dare not say i'm smart cos there are tons of smartass out there, but at least i can say i'm smarter than you. Kns 3As for my o's you can anot?!?!?!

I promised myself once and i will promise myself again right now. I promise one day i'll earn big bucks and smash money in all of your loser faces. You, you, you, oh and you. I'll be successful and to those who once looked down on me during sec schl days (even bullied), we shall see. Thank you for pushing me to my extreme and i didn't know i could've got 3As in my o's while you losers go to reepee or eye-tee-ee.

FUCK Y'ALL COS I WILL BE A SUCCESSFUL BITCH ONE DAY ARGH.

Can't nobody do it like you

Looked through all the photos i got tagged on fb. I've changed so much.

Ugly/pretty/ugly/pretty, seems like a repeat cycle. And for this period of time.......... i feel ugly. Inside out.

Faith trust and pixie dust

WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE??? YOUR ANGMOH VERY GOOD IS IT UGH. You B3 for eng o's very power ah, you forgot I got A2 for it? BITCH.

People need to stop pissing me off these days. FUCK THIS BULLFUCKINGSHIT t(-.-t)

Go fuck yourself

I'm posting this cos I'm very pissed off rn and I need a platform to vent my anger. Not on twitter cos I don't wna irritate my followers.

I don't understand and I can never understand. It's your responsibility as an accountant to check and double check your work all the time. Photocopying invoices is also your job. I think I really nice enough to help you do your work already. Now because of 2 missing invoices you're pushing all the blame on me.

IM JUST A FUCKING INTERN FOR GOD'S SAKE. YOU THINK WHAT? INTERN + MAID + GARDENER NOT ENOUGH NOW COME ACCOUNTANT.

I said sorry the first time, you should appreciate it. Second time you come you really made my blood boil I swear. Keep blaming me still add "if I ask the other intern do such things won't happen one" I think it's a normal reaction right? So I replied "then next time ask her do lor".

CB YOU DON'T FUCKING PISS ME OFF HOR IM NO PUSHOVER AND I WILL RUIN YOU ONE DAY BITCH.

Lay me down on a bed of roses

If tonight ever makes a difference

I want more breath taking moments in my life, please?......

I'm not angel i'm just me

I want someone who is able to take my breath away.

Someone who is able to turn my unhappy day into a happy one, someone who is smarter and is always able to teach me stuffs, someone who is unable to tolerate me when i'm having a bad day and mood, someone who will stick by me no matter how messed up i am but still believes that a good part of me.

Someone who can take my every single breath away when i'm with him.

Starships were meant to fly

Happy 18th Birthday to my bestfriend!!! :)

Xiaolongbao buffet at Crystal Jade

Flower blossom #HaagenDazs

Paradise #HaagenDazs

Jx! :)

AND I DIP-DYED MY HAIR YAY. But it's not so obvious in photos :( I dyed brown and dip-dyed red. But it's seems like black base and pink dip-dye....

Neewayz today was a great day! 6 person ate 22 long of xiaolongbao = 88 in total. I swear i feel like vomitting after the buffet ugh. And then there's this hamsup guy, charming much............. Hehehe. I realize i don't mind if my boyf smokes, i used to think i'd hate it. People really do change i guess.

I'll upload rest of the photos on fb. So lazy to post everything up here. Lazy ass is me.

Maybe we were meant to be on our own

Short post before i going out. Gonna have my hair re-dyed and crystal jade's xlb buffet in the night. Weekends should be like this :)

Plastic rings

Thought that i'd share this. 

I've been a happier person ever since someone talked some sense into me, thank you :)

"There's a shop down the street where they sell plastic rings, for a quarter a piece i swear it, yeah i know that it's cheap, not like gold in your dreams, but i hope that you'll still wear it."

Say goodnight our first goodbye

Disclaimer: I'll try to make myself sound NOT so pervertic/les/whatever shit.

I've been really into her these days, i mean she's so gorgeous, i'd kill to look like her.......

I BET I'LL LOOK LIKE LAOSAI IF I POSE THIS "TURN-AND-LOOK" POSE <X3 cross my heart

I look like shit when i wake up lol my lord.....

Not to mention in WHITE bra/lingerie/bikini (you dont say)

Sorry boss the above is not enough for me to stab/kill myself. The fact that she's 29, married (i plan to get married at 26 yay same track as her) AND HAS A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!

Ha ha ha ha yup another reason for me to want to go for plastic surgery and liposuction.

HAPPY + PERFECT FAMILY MUCH???

And yes she's Miranda Kerr, a Victoria's Secrets model. 

ENOUGH REASON FOR ME TO END MY LIFE NOW ANOT OMG..........

And you're tied together with a smile

O hai I'm blogging from my itouch rn cos I'm so bored at work. I swear my weekdays sucks to the maximum-est maximum.

I'm so glad the weekends are coming!!! Gonna dye (and maybe dip dye) my hair and celebrate C's birthday with my fav clique on Saturday and picnic with polymates on Sunday.

Happy weekends for me :)
49 workings days to go!

Falling from cloud nine

"I turned out liking you alot more than I originally planned"

Met this guy on the train today. We've got couple outfit: same colour for top, bottom, shoe and watch (same hand somemore omg). I swear we look like couple and the best thing is that he's super good-looking and is from SP.

MY LIFE IS COMPLETE HAHAHA

We will still be friends forever

Attended NDP 2012 (preview) with them! :)

Both of us so qt here (NOT humble)

YOLO (we sure received lots of stares....) 

Hehe we love Singapore!!!

The whole float @ Marina Bay seems prettier as it gets later :)

Jy! :)

Fireworkssss :)

The last time i attended NDP was back when i was in primary 5, 2005. It's 2012 now, time sure flies. Attending NDP made myself so proud to be a Singaporean ahhh :)

I feel like a bad daughter now, i swear. I will be good and stop spending money, i will always remember the promise i made to myself. <x3

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess i thought that this would never end and suddenly it's like we're women and men