One more night

Hehe oh hai look who's finally 18 now?!?!

So yup yay i'm officially 18!!!!!!!! I know this is kind of like a super delayed post cos i'm super busy with internshit and dont-know-what-am-i-busy-with :( Here's some picture! All from my instagram HAHA LAZY ME. (I'm still procrastinating about transferring photos from my camera to lappy)

Combined birthday chalet with my sister at Goldkist Beach Resort on 25th August 2012 :-)

Human size hello kitty balloon!

Say hi to my bestfriend + fav girl! <3

Not forgetting my best buddy! <3

My fav girl baked my fav rainbow cupcakes and it taste damn good!!

Hehe thank you eileen! You can totally open a bakery i'll definitely support you!! ;-)

So the next day after the chalet (my actual birthday is 26 Aug fyi), i had some girly time with my fav big4 clique! We drank lychee and green apple shots (pix above). 

Trying to act all artistic and stuff #fail 

Eh i look good here no?.....

Polaroid for that night :-)

Erdinger, walking-on-a-beach, ballerina and strawberry martini :-)

Ballerina is my personal fav!! I guess cos there's banana inside HAHA

Manhatten Portage, LongChamp, Typo, Salvatore Ferragamo Charms.

Presents. I kind of feel bad that people are spending so much money on me x.x To repay all their kindness i shall treat them better ok hahahahaha!!! #meanie4lyfe

Btw my poly clique gave me a card saying "HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY MAY YOU LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO SHIT YOURSELF"

FML.

Tbh i'm super lazy to elaborate further cos pictures speaks a thousand words right?? This marks my eighteenth birthday! I'm super grateful for these great bunch of people i have in my life :-) Sisterssss and my crazy poly clique. Thank you all for coming to the chalet!!! <3

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So this stupiak erwin called me when i'm walking home. Never give warning then ask me wanna go tiu tonight. Shall wait till 14 sept #tgif then go. Argh can't waitttttt.

Neewayz 5 more days to bangkok!!!! I'm super happy that i can getaway from the torturing internshit for 3 days :p Shall stock up my already bursting wardrobe. Can't wait to club already haha till then xx :-)

This song saved my life

Advanced eighteenth xxx

This pretty much makes a good birthday present i guess? 95/100 for my internship, all the pain/tears was worthwhile i guess? :')

MY AWESOME COLLEAGUES DID THIS FOR ME!!!!

They're damn cool la, "KEEP CALM AND BE FOREVER YOUNG"

So yup this makes my advanced eighteenth birthday. Awesome people, i will surely miss these awesome bunch of friends i've made in this 6months of my internship :) Card, cup, pens/notebook (they claim it was for me to use when i go back to study) and capt naing (i used to dislike him) actually give me $50 angbao! (in that white envelope)

They actually tried surprising me but i'm not surprised at all cos i kinda overheard and predicted things........ I'm so hard to surprise and that sucks badly boohoo :( I remember the only time i really got surprised was last year when my polymates (now my bestfriends in SP) actually came my house at 12mn to surprise me! I didn't expect it cos they don't know my address? Ended up was because they fooled me into leaving my stuffs in the class and go print things for our group project work, and they took my IC and got my address. SMART ASSES MUCH. Hehe love them so much <3

I feel so blessed right at this moment. Happiest post so far? :) 

Heading down to chalet soon, hope it will turn out great! Till then xxx 

Hairspray

I MISS MY LONG HAIR. GROW HAIR GROW.

I'm a walking travesty but i'm smiling at everything

I feel so blessed these days, quality time spent with my family. Friends wise, i don't know...... I'm such a bad friend... to everyone. 7 more days till my eighteenth, pls be a good and memorable one :(

My favorite song right now :)

And you can choke on your misery

I feel pretty unpretty

Le temps n'attend pas l'homme

One month of great memories.

 I will always remember you, my dumb-crazy-bimbotic friend. I miss you already :'(

I'm not very good with words (or am i?) but one thing is that i really miss her. She's such a good companion during work, and we will purposely speak in chinese if we wna gossip hahaha! One month past and she'll be flying back to UK to continue studying in sept! All the best R, i'm sure we will meet again when you're back home in Singapore again :-)

My internship is ending real soon in 1month time. 6months of torture, complaining, crying, hardwork, everything is ending. Was thinking about this yesterday (friday), it got me wondering if going back to school, facing the stress during exams is what i really want. I got used to this internship life actually, work home friends. Butttt i really miss my poly friends la i wanna go back and school and always getting scolded during lectures hahahaha. I think i'm not a good student but meh....

Neewayzzz we had a farewell lunch for R yesterday at Kuishin.bo @ Great world city. The food there was pretty good especially their chocolate eclairs and banana tart!!! Not forgetting the softshell crab sushi nomnom.

8 more days to being legal ahhhhhh eggcited x999999999999999999999999999 xx

We are never ever getting back together

Wednesday

Meet my new friend :-)

I kind of feel sad that it's her last day in this company :( One month pass so fast. She's someone who is similar with me in many ways, probably the main reason why we click so well. Ahhh i will miss you R :'(

I'm so pissed today. Like i really snap and i can't control my tears that i weep on the train when i'm omw home just now. Why am i working so hard for this ungrateful, biased and unappreciative boss? I kept questioning and debating with myself. He's so ungrateful after all the things i've done, not even a thank you? I accept that fact that i'm being paid only $450/month while i have to do all these shits cos i am an intern. But what about treating people right? Why is he so unappreciative? Why so stingy? Why so biased? 

I made a promise to myself. I'm never gonna shred a single tear for this remaining 25 working days and if he went to ask me (or even kneel down and beg) i'm never ever gonna extend this internship just because he needs my help. FOR GOODNESS SAKE IT IS YOUR COMPANY NOT MINE, PLUS YOU SHOULD'VE HIRED AN ASSISTANT LIKE 1MONTH AGO AND YOU DID NOTHING. 

Karma is quick at locating bad people like you. ARGH.

For the first time

But we're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wines, sit talking up all night, doing things we haven't for a while, smiling but we're close to tears even after all these years, we just now got the feeling that we're meeting, for the first time.

Don't you remember

I really don't like it when my best/close friend gets a boyfriend and kind of "forget" me after that. I'm not saying that they should put friends first, but shouldn't there be a balance for everything???

When there's darkness it will always come the morning. It's the same thing isn't it. Worst is they even lied to you and you see through their lie so clearly.

NTS: EMBRACE CHANGES. GIVE LESS FUCKS.

And don't you remember I was there for you when no one else did? Maybe I shouldn't be so kind to people who hell don't deserve my kindness. I should just stick to being mean. At least I won't have my heartbroken.

I know this crush ain't going away

"I always have this fear that one day you'll realize that i'm not as great as what you thought i am."

Guangzhou, China. December 2011. 

December 2011.

I miss my long and brown hair. But people are telling me i look better with my medium length red/copper/dipdye hair. I was so much happier back then, although it was a pretty tough period since it was not long after thr break up but oh wellz.... I don't think i'm happy right now. Maybe it's true that we humans are always not contented with what we have.

I miss the old me. But maybe i'm just becoming more of who i really am. Whatever it is, i'm just gonna embraces all these changes cos it's all the changes that made me who i am today. 

17 more days till my eighteenth. I don't mind not having the presents and stuffs, i really want my iCandy so badly. It's wrong to call it love but neither is it a crush. Let me see you soon please X

This is not a drive by

Photos with my fav girl which i find really nice haha. Love her so much :')

I miss you more than anything

Last friday night xx

Good news: MY LAPTOP IS FIXED WITHIN 24HRS. The uncle came and picked it up on thursday night, sent it back to my house on friday night. Ah thank god :-)

Just leave me alone for now will you. It's really getting annoying with all your tweets and calls and texts. And yes i've muted you on twitter so just don't bother and leave me alone, please. Give me sometime to get over the fact that person i trust turns out to be someone who does the thing i hate most: not practicing what he/she preach and promising stuffs he/she can't keep. Gtfo for now. Much appreciated.

Flying fucks

I'm 99% sure that you hate me, but I'm 100% sure that I don't give a single fuck.

Tbh I hate this company la. Always like to bad mouth people but don't dare to say it in their face. I wanna learn muaythai and kick all of your motherfucker faces if you dare bully me again.

FUCK YOU LA PUKIMAK KAU DIU LEI LOU MOU.

Everything about you

Received a text I would say is the happiest text I've ever received for such a long time. And it's from my SP hahaha!!!

They told us to do our logbook only till 17aug and we have to submit it to school by 20-24 aug. This means I kinda don't have to put up with all the shits ppl here are giving me!!! But I shall still come to work cos I wouldn't want them to last minute degrade me from my distinction/A :'((((

BKK ON 5-9 SEPT WITH MY FAMILY AHHHH I CAN'T WAIT. I NEED THIS GETAWAY SO BADLYYYY.

35 more working days and 35 more days to 5sept ^^

P/S: I'VE SLIMMED DOWN BY 2 FUCKING KG FUCKYEAH.