But on a Wednesday, in a cafe, i watched it begin again

Boys Men of my life

Before i start with what i intend to blog about (header), let me update about my life for the past few days shall we : )

Bak kut teh for dinner on tuesday with the bkk clique @ CQ.

Did some catching up and joking for the evening. Walked around CQ, past Arena, Rebel and Zirca. 

I miss clubbing already...

I think my wednesday was mundane that i didn't even have single photo to talk about.

 Moving on to thursday!

Kuishinbo for lunch with my fav meena-ki-si at GWC on thursday. My 2nd visit to this place, the food was okay but not the type of buffet that i would go gaga about to my friends. So yup, pretty meh. Looks are deceiving.

The prawns are fresh & sweet. Which explain the amount of prawns we take at one go :p

So qt pie : )

I repeat: They are not as good as them seem. Looks ARE deceiving.

What's buffet without chocolate fondue? But i only had half a strawberry : (

Time you enjoy wasting are not time wasted : )

Dinner at Timbre after school with huiyi nic sharvin : )

Duck x smoked salmon pizza.

Barcadi 151 neat. 

I swear it was so strong just one shot is enough for me hahaha. 75.5% fyi : )

Fav people : )

This is what bestfriend do huh HAHAHA FML

Medzs on friday with crystal. Finally tried the rainbow cake after sooo long!

But looks are deceiving once again. The red velvet cake i ordered is my favorite : )

Drinks are summer energy x cranberry milk.

Once again i prefer what i choose, cranberry milk! 

So the thief who stole/picked up my MJ purse actually mailed back my stuff to me....

BUT, only my ic & ezlink. He/she kept the rest to him/herself : (

Nonetheless, i'm thankful that i got my ic back!!!!!

I'm thinking if i should dye my hair to this colour. Yes/no?

51 beancurd nom nom : )

New cover for my ip5! Fav MBMJ : )

So i sent the bitch this photo of the cute, young and innocent me.

Guess what he sent me......

His ootd for tonight. WELL DONE.

So i thought i should send an ootd shot too, so yup i did and here it is.........

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Yup me. In my floral shorts. Ready for bed.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

How boring can my saturday night be?! But i'm enjoying this kind of laziness : )

Okay i'm finally gonna start on the topic that i want to talk about tonight!

Men of my life : )

Every girl has 1-2 man/men in their life that is reallllly important to them. Like their dad and brother right? But for me, i think i'm really blessed with not 1, not 2 but 5 men in my life.

#1. Most important one, my dad. The one who takes a part in bringing me into this world : ) The one whom i'm most thankful about, the one that has never forsaken me no matter how bad/rude i am at times, the one who i know will be always be there for me even if all else leave, the one who is always willing to spare a few minutes to catch the lizards out of my sight, the one who works hard just to bring the whole family to travel all the time because that's what all of us love. I love you, my best daddy : )

#02. My brother. The one who is so annoying and stupid and idiotic at times that i wanna punch, the one who fights with me (physically LOL) and let me train up to be a tough girl now, the one who i will share my secrets with and i know i can trust him to keep them all to himself, the one who is also willing to get rid of lizards for me, the one who now takes care of me as if he's the older one now. I love you, my best brother : )

#03. My buddy. The one who has seen the ugliest side of me and yet is still willing to stay in my life, the one who knows my darkest secret that i've never told anyone else and keeps it to himself, the one who is willing to do stupid stuff with/for me, the one who i know i can ring up in the middle of the night and will never scold me for not letting him sleep, the one who i know i can turn to when i need someone to whine to, the one who i know i can just be myself and cry whenever i'm feeling down, the one who has seen me go through all the heartbreaks from all the jerks, the one who is happy for me now that someone good is finally entering my life.  I love you, my best buddy : )

#04. My bitch sharvin. Although i only know him for 2-3months, it feels like we have known each other since forever. The one who always know how to make me feel better, the one who is willing to come all the way down to SP just because i'm feeling like shit, the one who is willing to 'betray' his bro and tell me things he shouldn't say, the one who is always able to tell whenever i'm feeling down, the one who is always able to tell when i lie that i'm fine when i'm not, the one who oovoo with me and just shit talk with me in the middle of the night, the one who encourages me to study hard during exam period. I love you, my best bitch : )

#05. The fav boy in my life right now. I only know him back in november last year through a mutual friend. Initially things were awkward and i didn't expect that we would be texting and going out together now back then. The one who is such a qt pie, the one who makes me feel blessed every single day, the one who immediately brings a smile to my face just by receiving his text, the one who webcam with me from 12mn all the way till 4am because i'm leaving for bkk at 5am, the one who is willing to try things he have never tried in his life with me, the one who star gazes with me, the one who is willing to go along with my crazy idea of walking from cineleisure to mbs, the one who is willing to wake me up even though it's so tough to get me off my bed every single time, the one who is so protective towards me, the one who tells me i'm beautiful whenever i say i'm ugly, the one who is willing to be a human shield from the traffic when we cross the road, the one who stays like my knight and protect me when we go clubbing together, the one who makes me start loving myself even more, the one who makes me feel so so so blessed. I love you, my fav boy : )

B l e s s e d : )

Don't want this moment to ever end

Party people~

Zirca finally uploaded the photos for countdown night! My fav girls! : )

Cute convo with the boy that made my night.

Right now at this very moment as i sit here and type this, i feel very very very blessed : ) Things are slowly getting better and i sincerely hope that my screwed up 2013 so far is gonna start changing for the better! 

Bkt date with the Bangkok clique tmrw! Can't wait to see them all : )

Sweet nothing

How are you?

It is a remake-our-ezlink-card-cos-we-are-losers day : )

My new phone. You likey?

Today is such a disastrous day for buddy and i that i'm so lazy to even elaborate about. 

One word to sum everything up: UNLUCKY.

Haha it was a lazy sunday for us i guess? Catch up alot with him and i'm glad to have someone to listen to all my complaints and it was definitely a great load off my shoulder.

And we finally decide to mark one of the things-to-do off our to-do list, which is to bake....

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Rainbow cupcakes!!!

Had this plan in mind since last year but we obviously didn't do anything about it. Reason being: we are lazy like this. But Nic's birthday is coming (coming thursday) so i thought that maybe i should do something.... I know the cupcakes most probably won't turn out good but i still wanna give it a shot. So yup, wish me luck in this! : )

Back to the same old routine tmrw after the 2 short days of weekend. Sigh school is such a chore with exams in exactly 1 month time from now. I don't know how the hell i have managed to survive through year1 and now it's the last exam become i am year 3! Time flies and this time next year i would be preparing for my last final exam in Singapore Polytechnic before the end of my poly life. 

I don't know when will be the next time that i update this space. But i'll most probably be back with more photos the next time i blog. Till then : ) xx

Take over control

TGIF

Dinner/supper with my favorite club rangers (losers) today :-)

Xin wang hongkong cafe.

Noodles x milk tea x ice lemon tea x peanut butter toast x CUSTARD BUN!!!!

My favorite smlj friend!!!

So i spent my friday morning and half of my afternoon locked up in my own fucking home cos i didn't have the keys as i've lost mine at zirca during countdown. Manage to get out of my house at 2.15pm and went to bukit batok to meet smlj friend before heading to vivo to meet nic. Shopped around and eventually decided to head to town and off we go! Walked around plaza sing before smlj friend has to leave for school due to some cca stuff. Went Cathay with nic and on our way there it started raining so we were actually stuck at there for almost an hour? (fuck me cos i forgot to bring my umbrella HA HA HA). But i don't mind getting stuck there because i'm with him :p

Anyway the rain eventually stopped so we made our way to 313 and walked around before deciding that maybe we should just head to marina bay sands to find his french connection tshirt. But to no avail :( Went out of mbs shoppes and there was the water show going on outside. Was so pretty and there was even bubbles!!! Haha when the show ended i didn't want to leave and was grabbing the railing like a little kid. Nic pulled my arm asked me to go and slide his hand down where he actually hold my hand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was obviously smiling to myself then and didn't know what to do. (Hahaha i'm actually smiling to myself while i'm typing this right now :p) So yup, we didn't manage to hold hands for long cos the fucking burden aka my smlj friend called so ya lor......... Haha we took train to Promenade thinking that there's a direct bus to holland v but the bus stop was demolished alr. So we went back in the train and took circle line > purple line > circle line before reaching holland v to meet smlj friend and the ape. Dinner/supper at 9pm, the 2 of them were whining cos we are late HAHAHA. Everything was good and we left holland v at 11.30 : )

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Anyway............. my smlj friend just texted me to oovoo with him when i was fucking lying on my bed alr. But he told me it was something important so i got my ass up and went to turn on my laptop. Turned out as i expected, he really like me. Argh. This sucks because he's friends with nic and there's nothing i can do but to smile. I hate to be caught in between 2 friends. 

But i really do like nic, it's been really long since i've found someone i'm so comfortable yet in love with. 

Angel in disguise

I've got so much things in my plate these days i don't know how am i ever gonna solve them all and i'm really suffocating. Family, school, friends, relationships, i can go on and on and on about this...

What if.... you met 2 guys. Both of them are good to you. They are friends, pretty good friends, brother kind of friends. You slowly fall for one of them (name him A), and A kind of likes you too. Things were going well, you texted, talked on the phone, went out and enjoyed each other's company. Then one day you realize  the other guy (name him B) whom has been your good friend for the whole time actually likes you? You shared all your problems with him and he is always there to cheer you up to make you feel better. And the thing is that you even admitted to him that you like A? And now B is actually keeping a distance between him and you. I hate this, i hate losing people.

Why do we often let the smallest things tear us apart?

Get your ass back home

Look who came to SP to find us today! 

So this idiotic guy came and i was told about alot of things that happened that night. I guess i would have to keep to myself. At least i feel better now : )

My 2013 has been a total mess so far. School holiday ended and us all poly kids are back to school yet again : ( Went for my first practical driving lesson today and it was fun!!!!!! But it is definitely not as easy as i thought it would be. Excited for the next lesson already!

Is it called protecting when someone keep some things from you because he knows you will feel hurt/sad? You make me feel protected.

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Hello 2013!

Spent the last second of 2012 and first second of 2013 with my favorite bunch of club rangers at Zirca! 

Can simply sum the night up in 3 words. Drink drank drunk. It was a pretty good night just that it isn't as fun as the first time i visited Zirca in November. Opened 7 bottles last night and managed to get VIP woohoo! As usual the loser me got drunk and i'm glad the boy took care of me and not some other random guys phew. 

Oh and i fucking lost my IC, ez link, keys, SGD 110 and most importantly my fucking $160 Marc Jacobs purse. Wtf stabself x infinity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh life sucks la what a way to start my 2013 zzz. And a mutual guy friend even kissed me when he's attached. 1st day of 2013 and it is already so awesome HA HA HA