Tore me apart like a hurricane

Last day of 2012

Just in case my face is missed on this dead space....

Hello world i'm back from Beijing! 

Which also means that my December getaways has officially came to an end :(

It's the last day of 2012. To be honest i'm actually having mixed feelings about this. 2012 has been a good and bad year for me. I've met alot of people whom actually become part of my life, people whom become important to me, people whom i realize i never wanna lose. Of course i did lose people too.

So i thought i should kind of think back and sum up my 2012. Here it goes:

January and February is a total blur and i honestly can't recall anything that happened in this 2 months. Nothing eventful that's worth me remembering i guess?

March is the month where i had my 1st trip of the year to Bangkok with my dad mom and sister. Was really excited for this trip as it has been almost 6 years since i last visit that place. It is also the month where i started my 6 long and dreadful months of internship with Trust Maritime. 

April is the month where i made my 2nd trip of the year to Bangkok. Wasn't so excited this time round maybe because i just visited that place just last month? But no doubt i still had fun. Coincidentally we visited that place during their Songkran (new year) period so we get to play water on the streets where you can spray anyone you see with water! It was really enjoyable and memorable. I love that place.

May, June and July is all about internship, internship and still internship. I can't stand myself leading such a life now that i think back. But at least it was peaceful, no drama no heartbreaks no nothing. It  was where i got my kate spade wallet, marc jacobs tote bag and french connection watch, love them even till now :)

August is one of my favorite month because it is my birthday month :) I turned 18 on the 26th August this year. My parents opened a chalet for my sister and me at Gold Kist Beach Resort as our birthdays is only 4 days apart. I had fun and it was indeed a memorable birthday for me.

September is the month where the 6 long and dreadful months of internship finally came to an end for me :) Parted ways with the people whom i have been working closely with for the past 6 months. This is life, goodbyes are inevitable. This is also the month where i made my 3rd trip of the year to Bangkok. My brother joined us this time so it's dad mom sister brother me! :)

October is the month where i went back SP to study. I miss that place so much! It is also the month where i made my 1st ever trip to a club after being legal. My virgin trip goes to Zouk. I had fun but it was pretty disastrous which i don't wish to elaborate on. It was also when i met Benedict, starting texting, got close, went out for a couple of dates but obviously things didn't work out and we are not in contact anymore. We are still friends on facebook, still follow each other on twitter/instagram just that i don't even take him as my friend anymore. The toughest month of the year for me no doubt goes to October.

November is the month where i met all the awesome people and people who are now important people to me! Made my 1st trip to Zirca and had fun with them. It was pretty embarrassing for me now that i think back as i got bounced off by the bouncer 3 times that night. This still remain as a joke that the guys would rake up from time to time, sigh my life. But it was a pretty good month because it is the month where i met Nicholas :)

December is the month where us poly students starts getting stressed up as we are all having our mid-semester test/common test. I put in alot of effort this time round and managed to top in one of the papers, 95/100. Had work do pay off :) It is also the month where i made 4th and last visit to Bangkok for the year 2012. This time round with my polymates, it was reallly enjoyable, i had so much fun. Met my thai icandy there too. Also, i made my 1st trip in the 18years of my life to Beijing, China. It was really cold, temperature range from -2 to as low as -16 degree Celsius. Was pretty torturous but i had fun :) Got my favorite Marc Jacobs wristlet and watch that i have been eyeing for very long. My favorite month of the year definitely goes to December.

2012 has been a pretty good year for me. More laughter compared to tears. It was an eventful year and i really love it. Thank you 2012 for being so kind to me, i'm more than grateful. 

Hello 2013, i'm ready for you :)

Severely

I'M GOING BEIJING TONIGHT FUCK YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(edited @ 5.11pm)

As much as i'm angry at you, i do miss you. See you real soon, take care of yourself while i'm away for the 8 days.

And yes..... i'm gonna miss the boy too argh :(

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I'm a fool that can't live without you - What do you want me to do?

Severely, i guess i loved you too severely

I'm not a kpop fan, but this song is honestly a good one.

CUSTARD BUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mango pomelo ice cream :p

Haha look what crystal whatsapp me....... So sweet.

So i went out with the boy yesterday after doing project in school! Met him at 4.45pm and we went to shop around for his clothes haha i think i can get used to this :) Went to look at Nudies, Red wings, New moon, Aprils, french connection and many stuff. 

Went for dinner at Xin wang hongkong cafe where i get to eat my custard buns!!! We ordered XW noodles x2, milk tea x1, mango pomelo ice cream dessert x1, custard bun x4. Initially there was only 2 custard bun, but after finishing the boy asked if i full anot and ta da! 2 more custard buns on our table :p I think it's really sweet to share drinks and dessert :)

Movie at 9.40pm after our dinner, we watched Jack Reacher and it is really good!!!!! I love that movie i love Tom Cruise! Totally worth 5/5! Movie ended at 12mn and guess what? We walked from Cineleisure all the way to Marina Bay Sands like heros! Talked alot with him and i really love his companion :) 

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I think it's cute when someone is actually willing to spend time with you even though he's sleepy and yet denies everytime when you ask if he is. When someone is willing to watch the stars with his arms around you. When someone is willing to try out new things with you. When someone is worried whether you have reached home safely everytime you're out late even though he's very tired. When someone talks about the future with you. When you can just be yourself when you're with him. And if someone actually makes your heart beat a little faster, make you smile a little wider and make you feel in love all over again everytime you see him, then he's worth it.

I'm standing in the dark she's dancing on the table

Take a look at me now

2 more days to Beijing :)

Chopped off my split ends, hello short hair yet again :)

Retarded whatsapp group with retarded photos of retarded people doing retarded thing.

I miss Bangkok already :(

Fat supper for the fat girl last night :)

Happy contented fat girl.

What i woke up to this morning :)

My new cute pencil case :)

Shit people send you on whatsapp......

HAHAHA auto correct ruin people's life.

And this bitch has got the same whatsapp background as me, coincidence or copycat ah.

I do hate my existence at times. I feel like i shouldn't exist.

I know i should be happy when someone likes me, but what if, just what if..... my best friend likes him and i actually like another guy? 

Complicated. Welcome to my life.

Sometimes i feel like you've known me forever, you always know how to make me feel better.

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And you. I don't know you anymore. You only come talk to me when you're bored, when someone else is busy and isn't entertaining you. You say you're sick of trying but do you even know how i feel? Do you know how much shit you've put me through all the while especially year 1? No you don't. Stop speaking like a victim here. And because of this, i'm done trying, NOT YOU. 

I love my life now and i hope nothing is ever gonna change. 

I think i love you better now

Land of smiles.

Day 1. 

The room did not disappoint me :)

Baiyoke Sky Hotel

The view from our room on the 44th floor.

Dinner at platinum mall :)

Pad thai x quail eggs x braised pork rice

So much love for this banana prata :)

Loots for day 1 :)

Day 2.

My pretty fish tail braid by crystal :)

Sawadeeka :)

Cheap $0.40 milk tea with pearls.

Happy people :)

While waiting for the rest to finish taking photos of some random advertisement that has snsd....

Lunch at Som Tam. Love this place so much.

Group polariod :)

Hello MBK!

Happy colours.

Happy colours x2.

Team havaianas :)

Free thai milk tea for tourists :)

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Tired girls is us :(

Happy shopping day with the people :)

Loots for day 2.

Grocery shopping at BigC supermarket!

Up all night to drink.......

Night view from the 83rd floor (the pub)

Drinks x popcorn

Day 3. Hollister x new era cap day :)

Terminal 21!

So cute :)

Churrousssss :)

Mango sticky rice x fried oyster x spicy egg noodles

Team hollister! :)

Loots for day 3.

2nd consecutive day of drinking.

Day 4 :)

Shuttle van to Siam!

Krispy kreme donuts are my loveeee.

Macaroons :)

Super yummy crepe cake from central world!

Droppey eyes :(

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3rd consecutive day of drinking and guess who i took photo with???

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My thai icandy!!!!!!!!!!

So handsome :)

Rainbow shots! Not obvious in pictures though :(

Sky scrapper x singapore sling x blue hawaiian x beer

Group photo :)

And look what my thai icandy passed to me when we're leaving the pub that night!

Day 5. Chatuchak day! :)

Coconut ice cream yumzzz

Look who i saw :)

NICKHUN!!!! :O

Did our nails at Union Mall :)

Day 5 shopping loots :)

Most of my happiest buys!

4th consecutive day of drinking. 

Sky scrapper is no doubt the best drink there :)

Day 6 :)

Back again!

Fried oyster x tomyum soup x fried rice

While waiting for our shuttle van back to the hotel :)

Coincidentally got matching colours for my nails and slippers!

Look who came bangkok too!!!

On our way to Asiatique! :)

Vodka event outside siam paragon :)

Happykids94

Happygirls94

Tired people :(

Took the ferris wheel!!!!!!!!!!!!

$8 for around 5 rounds. There's aircon inside the cabin too :)

Beautiful lighting :)

The cabin/capsule!

Beautiful night view of asiatique from inside of the ferris wheel :)

Hello my bestfriend :)

Tired girls on the shuttle ferry back to mainland :)

Loots for our last day.

Think we stopped drinking? We didn't.

We drank yet again. 5 consecutive days of drinking. I swear i need to change my liver.

Our luggage :)

Goodbye beautiful Bangkok, you've been nothing but always good to me. 

Such an enjoyable and memorable trip with the awesome people. 

Till we meet again, land of smiles :)