10.52 thoughts

Last night kept me wondering about a lot of things... Why is it that i have to do certain stuff to prove that i love someone? How he comprehend how much i love him by comparing the distance he is willing to go for me vs. how much i'm willing to go for him. Haven't i done enough for the past 11 months? It hurts so much when he say such things. Don't he know how bad it feels to hear such things from someone i care about? I have never complained about him not being as romantic as the other guys because i choose to love him as he is, the guy that i fell for since 2012. But why am i constantly reminded that i am not good enough and that i have to change myself? Is this the girl you love 11 months back? If so, why do i find myself having to constantly change myself?

I'm not angry, i'm just very disappointed....