I haven't seen you in ages

My helix dice earring dropped. I'm an angsty girl now cos I can't find it argh.

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At times I still think about how you screwed me over and over again and how i'd still always forgive you no matter what. By forgiving you again and again doesn't mean I approve of your actions and words, it just shows how much I cherish this friendship. I hope you'd realize how much I've tolerated and gave in. This is definitely not what the me in the past would do.

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And you. You make me feel so dirty and disgusted with myself. You taught me things i'd never learn in school. You taught me to never trust anyone, not even myself. Because even my shadows will leave me. You taught me that sorry(s) doesn't solve everything and neither doesn't pleading. You taught me that I should appreciate whatever things people have done for me because one day they will eventually get sick of trying. You taught me how to protect myself and I no longer get bullied by people. You taught me so much and gave me so much to remember. Thank you.