All these sounds long but i think the process is pretty easy to get by. Like the almost 2hrs each of theory lesson is actually pretty ok for me (even though i'm forever alone in class) but the truth is everyone is alone! So i don't really worry about looking like a loner HAHAHA.
Next, these days i've been lying on my bed before i finally fall asleep at night. I'd usually spent 1hr or even more just thinking about my life. Like the people in my life, things i've been/going through, my future and every little thing. Nowadays the thoughts in my mind are pretty much about relationship and friends. (aiya i guess everybody thinks about this) I know i've been a failure in relationship so i don't usually (i think i never LOL) give advices to my friends regarding this.
But regarding friendships i think i can be a master and even write a whole book (or even have many separate books) about it...... I must say i've been through alot of failed friendships in my 18 years of life so far. Some i've lost forever, some i've lost and become friends again, some whom doesn't even appreciate me and idk why am i still trying so hard zzz. I'm gonna talk about this 3 category of friends i have. I need to rant ugh.
#01. Those that i've lost forever
A few of them. Conflict and misunderstanding + petty and unforgiving that's why we're no longer friends. Even though some still follow me on twitter and vice versa and also on fb..... But i won't hesitate to throw a chair in your face if you were to come and screw me all over again bitches. I will stand up for myself this time even if i'm all alone. I'm not a pushover and you really need to get this screwed into your pea brain.
#02. Those that i've lost and become friends again
I cherish those friends under this category, it is because i cherish them that's why i'm willing to fight for them and get that friendship back. It might be awkward at times between us and we pretty much watch what we say so as not to hurt the other party, but i really cherish people in this category!
#03. Those whom i'm friends with yet just don't appreciate me
Friends who falls under this category, i'm so near to snapping if you haven't realize. People who fall under this category makes me question my existence and importance. They say they miss you and all but NEVER makes an effort to at least meet you. All they do is use that mouth full of lies to talk to you. One of the most absurd reason i've got when one person of this category told me she can't meet me because her mom asked her to go eat seafood with her that's why she can't meet me. WE PLANNED IT LIKE WEEKS AGO AND OUT OF SO MANY DAYS HER MOM WANNA EAT SEAFOOD ON THAT VERY DAY? GOOD JOB WELL DONE. Think that that's the most absurd reason? NO, NOT YET. From the very same person: We were supposed to meet yesterday (thursday), so on wednesday i texted her at night around 9pm+ to confirm where and what time we are meeting. Then she replied "i sprained my ankle when jogging just now, can meet other days? Sorry!!!!"
Good job. Even if you're telling the truth don't you have the basic common sense to at least inform me??? Still have to wait for me to text you then you tell. KNNBCCB I'M NOT STUPID OK I KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON AND I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON ALL THE LIES YOU SAY.
I tweeted something about this (NOT SO DIRECT LOR), after tweeting within 10mins i received a text from her asking if i'm free next tuesday we meet go out. So courteous leh, still dear steffie. DEAR YOUR LJ. STOP LYING TO ME. I don't think i'm a forgiving person la, expectedly i replied "not sure, confirm with you again"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH IN YOUR FUCKING LIAR FACE.
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