Dear you

Dear you,

How's life? It has been more than a month since we last talked to each other. And i remember that the last time we talked it wasn't even a conversation, it was just: hi, how are you, bye. I miss those times when we were good friends, you were always there to cheer me up when i'm feeling down and always know when i don't feel ok even if i told you 'i am fine'.

I'm sorry for giving you mixed signals although it has never ever crossed my mind that whatever i did would actually make you think that i like you. I'm sorry for how things turned out eventually, that we can never be as good as before. But i'm glad that i met you and you were once someone who played an important role in my life. For now, i'm very happy to be with the boy and i wouldn't exchange this happiness for anything else in the world.

But remember, no matter how people around me tell me that you might be a bad person, the things you once told me about him might be fake, i still believe that you are not like that. And i honestly hope that you won't prove me otherwise.

Till then,
S.