If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy

2 post within 1 day #achievementunlocked. Wahaha truth is that i'm too free & bored as i've been home the whole of today doing nothing. I'm having this throbbing headache ever since i woke up from my nap at 6pm just now and i swear i feel so miserable i wna chop my head off, i even felt like vomitting :(

Anyway, to counter this sickish feeling, i decided that happy thought is gonna heal me! (mentally) 

In my mind now: Think happy thoughts..... THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.

I always feel that when you think about happy things you will eventually feel good/better mentally and physically. But the only thing that is keeping me from being happy now is the fact that nic is gonna leave me alone in Singapore for the whole of next week.

Sorry but i just have to do this. NOOOOOOOOOOO!

Back to my post. The whole point is that i just can't think about happy things because nic is gonna leave me!!!!!! I know i sound like:

                                     

But i swear i'm not an overly attached girlfriend priest.

For now let all the happy thoughts flow into my mind, come on come on come on!!!! I already miss him now :( But it's ok because i will be waiting for 4th March as we are gonna go see bloop bloop aka jellyfish yay!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for next week to be over already :( :( :(

P.S: This must be one of the very few posts which i put so much effort in -smirk- (probably because i'm too free wahaha) Till then buai buai! 

(edited @ 11.03pm)

I was playing tetris halfway (sorry i know i've got no life today) and suddenly thought about the conversation between nic and me ytd while having our evening-after-dinner stroll at labrador park. 

*While being paparazzi looking at a couple from afar discussing what were they doing* (SORRY I KNOW WE 2 DAMN BITCH BUT WE JUST CAN'T HELP IT WAHAHAHA) 

Me: When is the first time we kissed ah?

Him: Hmm new year countdown -giving me his cute half smile-

Me: What were we doing back then! First time we see each other go club already, end up first kiss also at club. 

Him: You were drunk and i was high what! 2nd time at marina area -laugh-

Me: And we are not together then........ 

Him: Yup. So the first official kiss was at keppel bay park -cute smile again-

Love how he is my bestfriend too. And we were also talking about how thankful for lance aka the ape! Without him nic and me wouldn't have met and know each other :)