Begin again
I've been spending the last 8 months thinking all love ever does was break and burn and end.
I have to admit that i've been wasting my day away nowadays and i honestly don't know what i've been doing. Sleep/tv/computer/eat/shit. I kind of detest myself for wasting my time away like this but i really don't even feel like stepping out of my comfort zone right now. I just wanna look like shit and not care about how i look at home...
Oh ya so i've been texting the boy for the past few days from the moment i wake up till i sleep. It feels good to be receiving good morning/goodnight texts all over again after almost 1year? It really feels like i've known him for a very long time, we can really shit-talk the whole day and bicker over the slightest thing. He calls me silly all the time, i must have been a silly young girl in his eyes the first time we met. He calls me pig all the time when he realize i didn't reply in 20mins time because i fell asleep. He's a good catch and i think..... i think i'm slowly falling for this guy whom i promised myself to not fall for.
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